new art

so on wednesday i went and got some new art done. it seems the older i get the more and more it hurts to get a tattoo, you think your body would grow accustomed to the pain, but it really is not so. it is beautiful though, a piece stretching from my shoulder to my hip. although it is not done i am already very happy with the product i have so far. i am excited to see the way it develops.

She Wants Revenge

wednesday i went to see She Wants Revenge it was an amazing show, they sound just as good as they do on their records, and that is very rare in this day and age. they ordered the room to look more like a dance floor than a concert. they're dark sensual music filled the room and my head and heart. i cannot describe how this concert made me feel.






i am so excited for things to come, school is going pretty good, and the fetish company i'm working for is blowing up, we are starting to get paid gigs and things are going pretty good so far, its fun and now maybe it will pay off too.

all i need now is to get back on my grind so i can keep on funding my life, money hasn't been that good lately >.<

mixed feelings

so i am back in school after a month break. i was dreading going back because of my already hectic schedule, but those feelings have already pretty much been completely replaced. School makes me feel accomplished in a completely different way than making money, and go-go dancing and performing for fetish parties, although i am always using my brain, making moves, and whatnot i love being in the academic environment which is so strange considering in highschool i spent every possible moment i could thinking of a way to get out and then doing so. i am happy with my decision to change my major to teaching social sciences it will be a challenge for me seeing that i am modified and plan on only getting more done, as well as the fact that i have no intentions of abandoning the fetish scene i have grown to become such a part of. i still want to open my own business i just realize with the economy the way it is today, that may not b possible for a while and i would love to teach subjects i am so passionate about and try to make a difference in peoples' lives

summertime

my summer was ridiculously busy. I did go to school for summer A, worked at the outback, and picked up a second job as a cocktail waitress. i worked 6 or 7 days a week and that's pretty much it. I partied once or twice a month and had the pleasure of attending the tattoo expo in deerfield beach. i was supposed to preform with the fetish company i work with but alas with my tight schedule i had no time to practice. i did however get a dermal anchor in myh throat and could not be happier with this little gem.

Through all this i managed to total my car, make enough money to pay for the ticket, and the difference between what my car was worth and what my new car cost, and my car rental expenses.

i have been saving up money like a mad women i managed to pay tuition and all my book costs for the past 2 semesters withouy having to borrow a dime, and am still managing to stack up and treat myself to some body art (in the form of tattoos piercings and implants)