Tuesday, October 20, 2009

just when you think

So I thought my string of bad luck finally came to an end, oh how I was wrong, Sunday was a normal slow day at work, it was my second set and I was just practicing some moves trying to make the best out of a slow night and at the last few moments of my last song on top I decided to do something I do often and slid onto my knees, I guess something went wrong because my left knee dislocated. at first everyone thought I just busted my ass but when u didn't get up they realized something else must have been wrong, by the time the bouncer came to carry me off stage I already popped my knee back into place, as the adrenaline ran low I started feeling a good amount of pain and then it subsided. Hoping everything was all right I iced it for a while took off my smeared make-up and started re-applying it then put my heels back on and decided i would try and take the stage again. bad idea, just getting up the stairs was excruciating. So the next morning I dragged myself out of bed and to the doctor, they told me to keep off it and that if in a week it didn't feel any better I would need an MRI which is unfortunate because i do not have health insurance and since both my jobs involve me dancing in heels, which i cannot even stand in right now I have no idea how i am going to pay for these medical bills and live my everyday life. It would make me so sad if i could not dance or perform anymore, or make money to support myself, and help my family. I am just going to continue to think positively and hope everything turns out well. Hopefully it is just some swelling and discomfort and that i did not tear my Meniscus or ACL.

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