as i sit in traffic

as i sit in traffic i light up a cigarette, although i seldom smoke, today i am stressed, depressed, unhappy, i look to my left and i see an older man giving me a dirty look, i wonder what he is thinking, chances are he thinks i am 16 and too young to have picked up such a bad habbit, i wonder what his life is like, and why he keeps on starring at me, then i wonder why am i smoking this cigarette. i quit almost 2 years ago i shouldn't let a bad day get me started on an old habbit, guess this guy looking at me, judging me, helped me make a good dission .