every breath...

Every breath i take, a constant reminder that you are not with me, no longer a large part of my life. The familiar scent of you that lingered, in my bed, on stuffed animals, and other things, is now completely gone. Reminding me of the lack of your presence, although your ghost is still with me; on my mind in my heart, every moment of everyday, but the lack of physical reminders kill me. Things as small as the scent you exude, to the feeling of your touch, or the sweet sound of your voice. Longing to feel your lips on mine again, to feel your heartbeat. Its been too long for me to still feel this way. Its been too long for you to still feel like your drowning. You know my heart is still yours, that i will be all yours at the drop of a hat. But your with her. You keep my heart on a string, for some reason this thinnest of all strings is the hardest to cut.